too bad

I’m not programmed to like and default to dependence on God.  Too bad I like to control things until I realize how bad I am at being god.   I’m realizing all over again (when did I chose to forget?) how much I need God, not just in an abstract, feel good way, but in a don’t-know-what-to-do-without-Him-way.  It’s a good thing, something I needed to remember, but I’m slightly ticked at myself (maybe more than that) for forgetting.  Ugh…. 

Why can’t I learn this lesson for good?!!?

Also, I need to post about all truth being God’s truth…maybe another day.


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